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Keepin’ it Real : What’s been up in the last few months

I’ve been thinking long and hard about writing this post.  I think its necessary as I rebuilt, from ground zero.

The last year has been very difficult for me.  I’ve struggled to find my own identity, as I mourned and grieved, after burying my father.  I branched away from blogging because I just couldn’t keep my thoughts straight, enough, to write about anything.

I’m over thankful for my great friends who have kept their faith in me, that I could come back to the blogging I once loved so much.  And, with that thought, I do feel I am back.

Being hacked, a few months ago, was a serious invasion of my privacy, for no one’s real benefit.  I don’t know who enjoyed messing with me so blatantly.  I have no faith that my previous hosting company was even honest with me, as their t’s didn’t cross and they didn’t dot their i’s, to put it mildly.  The saddest part, about that, was I was a reseller of this company.  My company was no longer of any worth.

I even stopped cooking.  I couldn’t plan a menu and I couldn’t figure out what to cook, as I stared, blankly, at the contents of my pantries.  I was lost.

My grocery shopping slipped into too humiliating to even admit circumstances.  I did not buy any hamburger helper, if that eases your mind any. *giggle*

We’ve been doing a lot of fending for ourselves.  We’ve been eating out way too often.  Sandwiches became our go-to.

I found that I was surviving just fine on just dr. pepper.  Food didn’t interest me.

Many things have changed, recently, and many more things are about to change.  I hope to keep you updated, here, as time passes.

I’m going back to work, full-time.  I’ve enrolled my youngest in a charter home school program.  My babies are all adults.

I owe a lot of thanks to Elizabeth Gilbert and Sarah Ban Breathnach, for getting me through some harder times.

The future looks bright and I’m glad you’ve chosen to come along for the ride.

Change; we don’t like it, we fear it, but we can’t stop it from coming. We either adapt to change or we get left behind. And it hurts to grow, anybody who tells you it doesn’t is lying. But heres the truth: the more things change, the more they stay the same. And sometimes, oh, sometimes change is good. Oh, sometimes, change is … everything. ~Grey’s Anatomy


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