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30 Days of Truth.. Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like sh*t.

I’m going to go out on a limb and change this.. to a public apology.

I’m going to tell you a horrible thing that I did to someone else. When I was 16-17, I had this awesome guy in my life and I made his life a living hell. I didn’t intentionally treat him like sh*t, but there were things that I did that are so awful to think back on now.

I was a serious little Mormon prude when I was in high school. I was naive and misunderstood boys and a lot of everything else, too.

Ron Vares III, I’m sorry. I’m sorry I wasn’t braver. I’m sorry I wasn’t smarter. I’m sorry that our relationship was such a yo-yo to our adolescence.

You did so much for me. You helped me dream of walking on the beach in Maui, which I haven’t done, yet. You brought me that beautiful 15 pound red carnation lei. You brought me white chocolate covered pretzels when I was PMSing.

You went out of your way to be the best boyfriend and I’m sorry I was just a lousy young naive girl who didn’t understand so much.

I feel guilty with every cup of coffee I drink that I was such a prude and broke up with you because that sign, above your head, as we got gas, in the freezing wind, appealed to you. On our one year anniversary.

I was stupid. I made some huge mistakes. I hope you are well today.

 

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