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30 Days of Truth.. Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.

This is going to sound bad.. but bear with me while I try to explain.

I know the reason I am alive, today, is because I’ve seen attempted suicides fail, numerous times, as a child, and I’d never choose to hurt more.

I am not suicidal.  I just know the way I’m not going out. I’d never leave that type of mess for someone else to have to endure.

Maybe those are the blessings of the difficult and sometimes traumatic childhood that I had.  I never have to consider whether I would take my own life or not.  There is just no way.  I don’t trust that I’d succeed.  And that is not an option.

I took on a responsibility when I became a mom.. a calling of sorts.. to be there for these children.. and that’s what I’ll do until I can’t do it anymore.

 

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