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Another year is flying past us..

Tomorrow starts December.  When did the whole year just go away?

So much has gone on in this last year.  My head spins just thinking about it.

I think the whirlwind started, for me, about 18 months ago, when my father passed away.  Nothing has been really “right” since then.  Its not that I had this great relationship with him or was very close to him.. its just that he’s gone and there is no chance, anymore, for any of that.

I got back in touch with some of my cousins and some of my mother’s cousins.  Erin just had a sweet little baby girl.  That changes you and she’s all grown up and married now.  (I’m old.)

I added Tracy and Brandi to my Facebook.  I look forward to more communication from them.  We need to get my mom on Facebook. I can’t believe I just said that.

I’ve been on an emotional yo-yo that I keep hidden from most of the world.  Its like portraying a phony front and I hate phony.  Its not that I’m trying to be phony, its just a fight or flight type of self preservation, I think.

My blogs were hacked and crashed. I’ve had to start over. My rankings aren’t like they used to be and I need to work on improving that.

On a very positive note.. My Christmas Tree is already up and is so beautiful that I stare at it all the time.  I’m not, usually, able to do too much at one time, so we usually only get a tree up for a couple of days before Christmas.  I’m finished shopping, even for groceries (sans milk, eggs, bread).)

All of my gifts are wrapped and I am ready to just have a simpler days this month, after the semester ends around the 8th. (and after I clean my room!) :)

2010 Christmas Tree

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