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broken.. just broken

When the world seems to be crashing down on you and you feel broken, the last thing you really want to do is admit it or tell the public. Its something you hide from everyone and then everyone calls you a hermit and thinks you’ve fallen off the deep end of the earth.

Well, I’m broken. Seriously. My fibromyalgia pain is worse than my back pain and covers many parts of the body leaving me, on many days just a blob of existence, in pain.

This is where I’ve been. This is why I haven’t been writing.

At first, I thought I lost my voice. I thought I lost my ability to write.. but honestly, I’ve lost my group. I had a group of very inspiring women that we met in a chat room on Skype. We were working on a project that is currently in a stage of nothing I’m aware of.. but the people dispersed from the chat room. I no longer have their blog posts being displayed and discussed to find inspiration to write.

I’ve lost my tribe.

I shall find it again and in the meantime, I’ll try to keep you up to date more as my travels start in the morning. I’ll try to blog along the way. This is a get-away for me. A time to reflect and read and maybe blog, if I can get this to cooperate. Just writing this much has taken a lot of effort. I’m in a need of a new laptop and cell phone.. such is life. 

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